That there is an I am is an illusion. There is no I am, nor is there a me, he, she, we, soul, ego, awareness, consciousness, God and so on and so forth.
That “this” is real is a dreamed reality. That separate subject-object reality is dreamed. When that energetic sense of a location and the misconception of there being a you in that apparent body seems to be there, then every dreamed story is being projected upwards, onto what is seen. It is like projecting everything onto a blank canvas and believing it to be real. It is that projection that veils the natural reality and it is that projection that is completely artificial. For the so called individual there are real threes, a real blue sky etc … It can never see that everything is simultaneously real and unreal. That it is only an appearance, that it is totality appearing, full and empty simultaneously.
Nor does it need to be seen, it has no meaning or significance. All there is already, is this completeness that appears as apparently everything. It may even appears as the thought that this is not complete. Seeing that all there is and isn’t is this completeness can even be disappointing. When Nico-Ronald died there was a huge apparent disappointment for no one. All Nico-Ronald wanted was to be good enough, to be special. When that dream was no more it turned out there never ever was a separate individual called Nico-Ronald, let along a arrival or free will and choice…
Much. Love 💙
