Author: Nico - Ronald

For over 46 apparent years, “I” felt and believed that “I” had a life. That I was someone who had control and free will, that this was “my” life.
“I” never, ever imagined that one day “I” would die in a living body.

Although there was a deep longing to be free and an intense seeking that came along with huge mental suffering, before the “I” apparently fell away, I had never heard of spirituality or non-duality — let alone that this body would share this message one day.

This isn’t a new message. According to the stories there seem to be, “this message” (not that there is one) has always been expressed. People even got crucified for it, put at the stake, burned alive! Not much has changed. Most people aren’t ready to hear that there is no one. So-called society isn’t ready for this either.

When that separate dualistic dream of “me” is no more, that being is no longer hypnotised by money, career, or all those things which seem so valuable. That being isn’t a “good friend” anymore, because it doesn’t support the common beliefs anymore.

That is wild and dangerous — not because you’re violent, but because you see the game for what it is. For the individual, it may look like there is indifference, that “he” doesn’t care anymore.

Paradoxically, when “I” is no more, there can be a deeper love and caring — a deep love and compassion to share this: how life plays hide and seek with itself, and how absolute freedom reveals itself when there is a readiness for “I” to die. Either in a living body or in physical death.

Much love 💙
N.R.

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Much love
N.R.

That there is an I am is an illusion. There is no I am, nor is there a me, he, she, we, soul, ego, awareness, consciousness, God and so on and so forth. 

That “this” is real is a dreamed reality. That separate subject-object reality is dreamed. When that energetic sense of a location and the misconception of there being a you in that apparent body seems to be there, then every dreamed story is being projected upwards, onto what is seen.  It is like projecting everything onto a blank canvas and believing it to be real. It is that projection that veils the natural reality and it is that projection that is completely artificial. For the so called individual there are real threes, a real blue sky etc … It can never see that everything is simultaneously real and unreal. That it is only an appearance, that it is totality appearing, full and empty simultaneously.

Nor does it need to be seen, it has no meaning or significance. All there is already, is this completeness that appears as apparently everything. It may even appears as the thought that this is not complete. Seeing that all there is and isn’t is this completeness can even be disappointing. When Nico-Ronald died there was a huge apparent disappointment for no one. All Nico-Ronald wanted was to be good enough, to be special. When that dream was no more it turned out there never ever was a separate individual called Nico-Ronald, let along a arrival or free will and choice…

Much. Love 💙

What the most individuals do not seem to hear is that the suggestion made on already NotTwo does not come from a knowing, belief, state or condition. This suggestion is out of nothing without intention. If it is a  communication out of nothing in a direct way, that body has not achieve something, but has lost something. So most human beings have something that the speaker no longer has. This communication is even more alive during a live meeting there is an amazing energy to it. It’s that aliveness and that love that mostly can’t be felt by the so called individual, that contraction in the body is almost like armour. So this suggestion has nothing to do with sitting in a meeting and hopelessly trying to understand what can’t be understood. This suggestion is completely energetic and that will never be understood nor is there a need to. There is no agenda to change anything,  that’s the compassion. Paradoxical when there is no agenda to change anything, apparently for some beings things may apparently shift. #absolutefreedom

Clarity, that this is it. Knowing, that there is no you. That is not what is meant by liberation, according to already NotTwo.
That is still a personal experience that is part of a dreamed separate dualistic reality. 
That knowing seems to be owned by a you and veils the natural reality. 
Liberation is the complete loss of that. 
A loss and absence of that contracted energy that appears in most human body’s. As it appeared, it can effortlessly disappear as well and dissolve back into the whole. 
Liberation is a loss of a dreamed separate dualistic reality and the dreamed misconception that there is a you with control and free will that seems to arise with it. 
Liberation is the seeing by no one, that there is already no one to be liberated and that seeking for freedom is completely and wonderfully futile. 
Paradoxically, it is that loving energetic compassion that may or may not dissipate that contracted energy and the struggle that seems to come out of it.

The most difficult battle that seems to be fought for the individual is the one with one self.

Almost everyone can offer you a solution to constantly improve yourself. Which can work …
For a very short time. And then it starts all over again.

What a joke, actually in this way they confirm over and over again that you are not good enough as it is. Almost everyone leaves, including friends, acquaintances and family, from the energetic feeling and misconception that there is a you who has free will and choice.

What seems to happen in the so-called world is that everyone so contributes to reinforcing that illusory sense of self, so the search for a way out and the ensuing struggle just apparently continues …

The suggestion that already NotTwo makes is that there is already no you. So who is there to have free will and choice?!

Which can seem arrogant to many because it does not contribute to that dreamed separate dualistic reality that’s the compassion the me never ever will understand unless, me is no more …

There seem to be many people these day’s who want’s to bring clarity and seem to know what this or non-duality is. They are talking to a you and trying to help you understand what non-duality is, and clearly not hearing at all what is being suggested.

The knowing seemingly referred to can only come from the illusory experience of separation, it is through knowing itself that the mystery seems to be lost and must be found again.

There is no such thing as non-duality, in fact there are no real things … This message does not come from an understanding, a belief, nor is it something that can be known, explained or experienced, that is wonderful and complete bullshit.

Clarity is not liberation. Liberation does not happen to anyone and never will, it is the apparent END of the person, the individual, the Iam, the I, the soul, the ego, presence that could provide some clarity.

This is not becoming, it is already not two and there is no you in it.

There is nothing on offer here for the individual. It is an empty shop. There is nothing to become. How can there be anything to become? When everything already is, apparently.  

“You” won’t ever see liberation. Liberation is the dead of “you”,and a seeing by no one that the you, which you felt and believed yourself to be, was never ever there. 

The dreamer was dreamded as well as his separate dualistic reality.