What seems to happen is that every (spiritual) teacher offers you a better or more peaceful experience, or help you to explore, or to awaken from a dream … What they all apparently seem to do, is pretend that there is a real you who is really separate from what is and isn’t.

That there is a you, and that you is separate from what is and isn’t is part of that dream. Therefor, they all offering you “dreamed tools” and there is not any teacher that can deliver what is promised, because all teachers and teachings are lost in that dream of separation.

A dream in which the dreamer is being dreamed and seems to live in separation, lives in a dualistic reality. A dream of two, where there seems to be a you and others who have free will and choice and so they can choose to make things better or worse. :p Some are searching for a better experience and for some this experience is deeply unsatisfying and so they try to find a way out and search to end that dream or are looking for so-called freedom.

Searching according to an image of what freedom should be like. That itself is already a narrative. Freedom can only be freedom if it is completely free to appear as apparently everything. Therefore freedom can never be found in the experience of separation. Separation is not real. All there is, is what is and isn’t. There is nothing separate from that, nor is there a you in it. There is already no one and this is freedom, apparently.

“You” will never experience or know wholeness or oneness. Nor will you ever realise your true nature.

Wholeness can’t be experienced. There is not a single teaching nor even a 100 years of practice that will bring you even one single step closer …

All teachings come from a believe or dreamed experience that separation is real and that there is a you who can do and – or should do something about it.

Freedom cannot be found within the experience of separation.

It is when that “dreamed dualistic experience, that there is a separated you” is no more. That it is seen that wholeness pretended not to be whole and complete and had to search for that which was never lost.

Searching to feel better, searching for more or a better experience, searching to be more whole, to be more complete is already wholeness.
As long as “you know that,” the searching apparently continues. That this is all there is, that this is wholeness, remains hidden, though hidden in plain sight. For the dreamed seeker, this is not it, this cannot be it, and searching for something else can happen and there is nothing else, this is all there is. Nor is there anything missing, nor is there a you doing the searching. I am not talking to a you. “You” will never hear or see that this is already NotTwo.
When that dreamed separated dualistic reality is no more, it is seen by no one, that there never was someone. When all is lost, all that’s left is nothing, that is all. That is enough. 😀

What is deeply longed for and often feared simultaneously, is already this what is and isn’t. What ever that is appearing, is what is and isn’t. It is not somewhere out there to find or to be discovered (there isn’t even an out there). It is already this, as it is. It is the perfect companion that is always and everywhere around. It is this: toggling sounds from a keyboard, words on a screen, reading, breathing, background noises. is what is and isn’t. It is totality.

What is and isn’t, is all there is, apparently. Not as a concept to apply or as an understanding or as a handle to add to yourself and used to navigate through life – not to have or to hold, or experience a better life. There simply is already no you and life. There is just life, apparently happening, for no one, for no reason or purpose.

Seeing that this is it, that this is enough, is liberation. It’s the apparent end of that dreamed experience that goes along with the dreamed experiencer, the doer, the me, the person, the ego, the “I am”, consciousness, awareness – they are all empty labels, made up of that same dream.

The “I am”- dream, “I am” and “I am not good enough”, “it seems that there is something missing, so I am on a path to look for a better experience and find what is missing, so I can be more complete and will finally be good enough”. So looking for something else seems to happen and that is a scenario doomed to failure – there are no things nor is there something else, or missing, all there is (and that is a lot) is this what is and isn’t. It is totality.

Talking about the apparent end of that “I am”-dream, talking about liberation, can make it seem that this is something that can happen, or perhaps something that can happen to you. Well… I hate to spoil the party but it’s not something that happens – not even apparently, not even in the story and it does not happen for anyone or by anyone. There is already no one. Liberation is not a happening and in the end there isn’t even liberation.

However… When that dreamed separate dualistic reality, suddenly and for no reason seems to be no more, seems to evaporate in the whole – then it is seen by no one, that there never was someone to begin with. That there seems to be a you with free will and choice was an illusion al along. So no one will ever wake up to this.

This is all there is and ever was, apparently – and there never ever was a you in it. When all is lost there is just nothing, that’s everything. And then this what is and isn’t, is already complete, is already good enough. The ordinary is extraordinary.